KiSs My SaSs

You know what, haters?

I may not be the smartest person, I may not be the kindest person, and I'm sure as hell not perfect. You can believe what you want to believe, whether it's believing I'm fake, or believing I'm real, I'm all for the "personal opinions" thing. But I'm not going to let you assholes trample all over me like this. Like I said, I'm not perfect and I'm not the best, but I KNOW I don't deserve this kind of treatment. The things you've been saying to me via Formspring have been pretty outrageous; the comments claiming I'm a fake whore are mild compared to some other death threats I've received. Not cool.

If you really hate me this much and want things settled, do me a favour, send me a message through Facebook and tell me who you are. Or are you too afraid? Are you chicken? If you're so tough then do it, insteading being a scared little bitch and submitting your questions anonymously. REALLY?!

I've now deleted my Formspring for the time-being: at first the comments were expected, of course not everyones going to believe everything and I understand that! I realize that my responses may not have been the most mature or reasonable ones, but I was trying to defend myself, and yes, I realize I wasn't doing a great job but do I really care? No, not really. But after awhile the comments got really personal, crude, repulsive, threatening, and extremely inappropriate. I really do not appreciate it, when people continue to go on about my personal life (I mean personal personal life, things I do in my spare time...) because that's my business, not yours, and it bothers me that you'd even bring this up to me!

And some things you were saying about my friends, no, just no, they were horrible. I will NOT stand by and watch my friends get bitched at, when they've been nothing but amazing and kind people to me throughtout the time I've known them, it is not fair that you're doing this simply because you know it'll piss me off and get to me.

It's quite obvious that whoever has been leaving me these hate-filled questions, is on my Facebook account, as my account remains private to those who aren't on my friends list and this person was using my profile information against me. I've made a private account for my close friends and family, since I've really let my account go in terms of adding too many mutual friends who I don't talk to enough or know very well. I am really hoping that these people I've learned to trust and these people I've opened up to, aren't the ones who have been using my information against me to hurt me.

Anyway, I love you guys (even the haters; even if it doesn't seem like it, dudes you boost my mother'fuckin' ego! It means I'm doing shit right, doing things to piss you off and make you jealous, wooot!) and to my close friends (you know who you are,) thank you SO much, for sticking with me through all my ridiculously stupid shit! <3

MUCH LOVE & HATE,
JessicaMayfield.

PS: My song of the week is "Our House" by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young.